The Roller Coaster Journey

Recently I had my Facebook hacked. At first I beat myself up, thinking how stupid I was to be duped – I thought it was friend. I have since found out, that others have been hacked, and the hackers have become very savvy, and make everything sound legit.

The second thing I discovered is that I don’t know a lot about Facebook. When I tried to fix and change the password and email address, I didn’t really know where to go. By the time I found out, I was logged out.

The reason I didn’t contact my IT guy on the Saturday morning is I didn’t want to disturb his weekend. Then a friend told me that IT companies often have people on standby. I tried to connect but it was a bit late and I had to wait to Monday.

However, the gold nugget I received from that was if I had text them Saturday, I may not have such a roller coaster ride. It would have been over in a few days, instead of week.

The other gold nugget was while we were waiting on codes and links from Facebook and attempting to get in to change password and emails. The hacker was being stalled for 5 days. I was optimistic, I felt good, peaceful but also frustrated and disappointed at times – which is natural. Overall, I was in my Power, Peace, and Contentment. I was still holding together, I had my downs, my ups, and then downs. The roller coaster ride was pretty gentle at first. I had my affirmations, gave myself hugs while telling myself ‘I love me’.

Then D-day came.

The first post came in overnight, I had friends contacting me, letting me know. I had tried to advise as many people as I could, beforehand. However, it’s hard to think of everyone.

My IT Guy was great, very positive, supportive, and we had a solution if the codes and links didn’t work. The one thing I discovered with Facebook – it is all automated. There is no way you can talk to real person or get an email from a real person. This changed my attitude regarding Facebook.

It was a money scam. They had taken my photo, enlarged it and used that to promote their scam. The emotions around violation surfaced. The roller coaster ride started getting bit rougher.

The day came when we used our last resort by creating a new page for me. This also gave us another opportunity to report someone was pretending to be me. At the same time a friend in England also reported it. However, the ride on this roller coaster was rough at times, I felt I still was holding everything together. Friends, acquaintances were marvellous and so supportive. I heard of others that had been hacked, one person shared their story. It sounded legit. Essentially, the hackers are getting more sophisticated.

I was feeling very optimistic by creating a new page, I had decided to put the initial J (my middle name) in as well. For two reasons – so people would know it was a different page even though my photo was still the same. My middle name is Joy – I am bringing in the energy of joy into my page.

I also realized that by having the page hacked and shut down, I was letting go and releasing unwanted energy that was no longer serving me – the same with my business page. With letting go of these energies, I was allowing in the higher energies and frequencies that do serve me.

Everything is happening for me with love. I was very aware that I was transitioning, and everything that was happening is happening with love. It may be hard to realize that at the time, because of what is happening. However, I was aware I was releasing and letting go of energy that was no longer serving me.

I had been gifted 3 crystals bracelets, Turquoise, Ameythest-Amenetrine, and Smoky Quartz. I wore these off and on throughout the week.

Sometimes I felt empty, disconnected – it was the strangest feeling. It was like my body was there but nothing inside. The Friday night I hit rock bottom; I was out with friends enjoying a meal and dancing; however, I was struggling to keep it together.

The affirmations helped by saying ‘I love me’, and hugging myself, and telling my inner child ‘we are safe, we are loved, we were okay, all is well’. One friend picked up on my energy, she checked with me. Another knew as well, and she said what I had been through does take it out of you.

On the Saturday, the friends I was staying with went out. I sat in the Sun and allowed the healing rays to soak into me. I channelled my Higher Self, soul, and guides to receive positive messages. I listen to a guided mediation that was with the crystalline energy and the crystalline heart – it was very healing. I also had Citrine/Smoky Quartz, Flower, and my Labdorite pop into my mind’s eye – bringing their energy into heal and bring me back to balance.

After the mediation and channel, I felt good, I had a very successful day, and went dancing that night and really enjoyed myself.

My guides, Higher Self/Soul confirmed that I was releasing a lot of emotions which had been buried very deep for a long time. I was now releasing and purging them from my body and system. The Facebook hack was the catalyst that set everything in motion. Allowing me to surrender, let go, and release energies and other emotions that were no longer serving me. My journey over several months or the last few years is journeying through the dimensions of 3D, 4D, 5D and sometimes 6D which is our imagination.

One of the tools I used when I felt the tears wanting to come, was hugging myself and rocking myself side to side. This helped to let my inner child know that she was safe and loved. It was comforting her and myself.

After the healing session I felt good, peaceful, joyful, happy – I had clarity. It was beautiful day, and I visited a friend, had successful day. I felt different, whole again with a whole new perspective and outlook on life.

The tools I used to help me through this roller coaster journey were:-

• Crystals came to me in my mind’s eye, or I was drawn to wear certain ones. Different crystals called to me.

• Hugging myself – and telling myself I am loved. Even rocking sideways telling myself and my inner child we are loved. Letting her know she is safe.

• Knowing this happening for me with love – whatever the situation is, it is happening for you with love. Even if at the time you are not able to see how. You are releasing, letting go of things that are no longer serving you. Even saying this is happening for me with love, you are shifting your perspective into a higher energy frequency. After a while, you often see things more clearly, a different perspective and with more clarity.

• Having crystals – they do call you. You may be drawn to pick one up, or hold one, to wear one. You may have an image of one of your crystals come to mind. They will call in different ways.

• Affirmations they help as well. They change your thinking, your focus, your story, and you are telling a new story with affirmations.

• One that I find really good, is Absolutely nothing can make me any happier than I am right now. Say this at least 3 times and even more, and you will start to feel yourself feeling happier.

• I Am are two very powerful words. Be positive when you use them because what you say or focus on you attract.